Can't sleep...

I couldn't sleep... so I figured I'd transcribe this out of my notebook into a digital copy... I hope you enjoy it, and please leave comments.

THE PASSION OF A SLOW KISS
I wrote this, with a moment's notice, keepin' focus,
Lashin' out with the passion of a slow kiss,
In games and sports I expect wins, no exceptions,
Revealing my pain to gain yo' attention,
Need I mention all the tension that I created,
Yet you're elated while I sit feelin' hated,
I'm left feelin' jaded as I fade into the background,
Don't need this confrontation, but I ain't gonna back down,
If her good looks could kill, I'd be a fatality,
If only it were like that on this side of reality,
My convictions and my flesh don't mesh together,
My hurts and burdens weighin' more than just a feather,
Whether or not you believe me, it's deceiving,
I need to take up my cross and wake up from my dreaming,
It's seeming more and more likely, that as I try to fight me,
I'm finding that that I'm unwinding, as my sin's blinding,
But I might see through my Lord Almighty God,
That the things of this world are counterfeit and fraud.
~ September 25, 2004


"Hooooo wahhhh!"
~ Al Pacino in "Scent of a Woman"